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Sunday, November 04, 2007
Moving.


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I've decided to make the shift and migrate to an LJ blog account.
Future entries can be accessed at:

http://junk-trove.livejournal.com/profile

I'l be keeping some entries there exclusively private to friends only,
so if u'd like to be added,

just drop me a message through tagboard, LJ, comments, msn, sms etc.

I'd just leave this space to kinda hover around cyberspace i guess.

See ya all at the new site!

god bless

Sunday, October 28, 2007
Thorn in the Flesh


Can someone tell me how to get rid of serious neck/shoulder muscle aches??

My neck/shoulders r killing me. Like seriously.

god bless

Friday, October 26, 2007


A lady that gave a presentation in our Human Rights class this Wed
impressed upon this verse to me.

On the primary motivation for her to do what she does,
activism work and care for the abused migrant workers in Singapore:

Matt 25:35-40

"for I was hungry and you gave Me food;
I was thirsty and you gave Me drink;
I was a stranger and you took Me in;

I was naked and you clothed Me;
I was sick and you visited Me;
I was in prison and you came to Me.

And the righteous will answer Him saying,
'Lord, when did we see You hungry and feed You,
or thristy and give You drink?

When did we see You a stranger and take You in,
or naked and clothed You?
Or when did we see You sick, or in prison and came to You?

And the King will answer and say to them,
'Assuredly, I say to you,
inasmuch as you did it to one of the least of these My brethren,
you did it also to Me'.

This verse will be with me,
as I go on to my Dec Humanitarian trip to the Philippines.
It will be a wonderful experience,
and I can hardly wait for this semester to end
and for the plane to take me off~

god bless

Monday, October 22, 2007
New Vaio


My dad got me a new swanky black Vaio laptop
Completely out of the blue!

I was kinda shocked when i got his msg this morning in Church
And didn't quite believe it till i saw it on my table!
*hyperventilates*

My old trustee laptop was painful to let go
Its been with me since the very beginning in Yr. 1
And its lasted for real long, only crashing once early this year
It has all my memory stashed in photographs and files
The keyboard has the occasional stain-marks of food n milo
All from those 'mid-night oil' mugging moments

My pet peeve with my old trustee lappie
Was that it was far too bulky to carry to school
The times i carried it to my intern workplace was bad enough
To make me hate my job a thousand folds more
Because i had to walk a sweltering distance
and carry my 2kg lappie on my arms.
And then there was the battery that lasted barely 30mins
Because the big screen consumed wayyy too much power.

Now, my new Vaio is so chio
I might just bring it with me to classes every damn day


I shall miss you though old trustee!

But for now, my little accessory is soooo stealing the show =D
*hyperventilates*

god bless

Thursday, October 18, 2007


I dunno whats it been with me lately
Must have been the stress, the workload, the PMS
Or just the culmination of everything else
Everyone's being so competitive, r/s are gettign so tensed
And yet i became caught up in the same madness
Knowing that I do not have to.



Lord, teach me to be patient
To be kind, and unbitter
To be forgiving towards others
To be forgetful of words that afflict me

Let me be able to discern what is right and wrong
To have faith and hope of better circumstances
And to know when to retreat to your sanctuary
When the madness of this world consumes me



El-Shaddai, El-Shaddai ~
El-elyon na adonia~

god bless

Thursday, October 04, 2007
essay woes


I frankly do not appreciate people calling me selfish,
Because i am not, and if i decide with a course of action
It is for a justifiable reason,
And i do not have to explain all of them to you, you or you.

People can just be so insensitive, and so self-centred.
If i had the choice, I would have never said what I was doing
then perhaps it might never have come to this.

Now i can't even do a damn essay in peace.

god bless

Monday, September 17, 2007
Soci Hons Class


I like the peeps in my Soci Hons batch.
They're really a diverse and fun bunch,
coupled here n there with the inevitable weirdos.
But nonetheless, i enjoyed everyone's company =)


To more parties/gatherings/fun last academic year ahead:

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Ha & I have top-listed the 5 'hottest' bachelors from this yr's batch
And so far some babes have given the thumbs-up to my impeccable taste wahha =p
At long last, some special eye-candies =p

god bless

Saturday, September 08, 2007
*The Flame of Democracy*


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LVLtlX-vSMs

"Courage is not the absence of fear but the triumph over it" - Nelson Mandela

god bless

Friday, August 31, 2007



"God, who made the world and everything in it, since He is Lord of heaven and earth, does not dwell in temples made with hands. Nor is He worshipped with men's hands, as though He needed anything, since He gives to all life, breath and all things.

And He made from one blood every nation of men to dwell on all the face of the earth, and has determined their preappointed times and the boundaries of their dwellings, so that they should seek the Lord, in the hope that they might grope for Him and find Him, though He is not far from each one of us."


NKJV Acts 17: 24-27



What is a religion all about?

If i had to answer that question,

I'd say Love and Sacrifice.

Jesus had but one true message, symbolically illustrated by the Cross

The vertical beam stretching from earth to the heavens,

"To love God wholeheartedly"

The horizontal beam stretching both ends of the world,
"To love people fervently"


That is the one true message.

Two simple commandments,
That take mankind forever to live out.

god bless

Thursday, August 30, 2007


I'm alive.
Week 3 of the semester and I've settled into a comfortable pace
Still very much the slacker, I'm really taking things slow
Not that my CAP could probably raise into the 4.0s anyway
Ha! I feel so unproductively ambitious-less

The home-front's getting back to normal
And my elder bro came home today for a lil while
Seemed to have matured a lil too..
I guess leaving home was a good thing after all
He needed the exposure and the reality-check
To go out there and explore his own niche
Without my dad wet-blanketing his dreams
Tearing his self-esteem down
And dictating his future for him

I wonder if I'd have to do the same thing for myself one day too.

And sometimes I wonder how amazingly transient relationships can be
You can know him for 6 mths,
and then 6 weeks later its as if he never existed
Seems like we shut each other off one another's life
All the better perhaps,
Since there was nuthing fore-seeable to this relationship
We're too different.
I'm too practical, he's too easy-go-lucky
When he sees an opportunity, i think of the consequence
I still miss him though, in this dreary sad world
When few can make your heart smile
You feel u've lost someone precious.

Friendships are transient too.
Why are social structures more enduring than human relationships?
Why is time so hard to find?
Why is initaitive long dead?

I'd pass on an article, a reading, ANY-DAY
Just to afford a ktv session, a movie, a dinner, a lunch date.
Because friends are worth so much more than books and grades.

So anyone reading this!! *hint hint*
Lets make the unfree days free for friends.

god bless

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