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Saturday, July 24, 2004
Anti-social phases...


 
I'm not sure if everyone goes thru it... Or even as much as i do.

I'm talkin abt anti-social phases.

Abt times when u just wanna shut off from people: your friends, close ones.

You just feel like having some quality Me times, being quiet, being alone.

Times when u see your friend on e same bus or train with u and u could approach them to talk? But there's a great inertia not to?

And then u feel bad abt yourself, n ashamed u didn't make an effort?

There are a couple of times i feel like tt. Thats why sometimes i make really bad company. Sometimes i reallie suck as a best friend.

The gust of anti-socialessness hit me quite recently during the past 2 days pre-camp.

Must have made a really bad impression.

I hate it when i have such low periods or weak moments... And most people don't understand.

They think i'm unfriendly or angry with sumthin. Or just plain arrogant.

I swear i'm not all that. Just that there are moments i like to retreat, reflect on myself or make adjustments.

I can't be the humorous, fun and crazy girl all the time.

But mostly i'm tryin :)

--*BiAnCa*--

god bless

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Name: Bianca
Age: 22

 

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