.Beautiful Disaster.

I'm having second thoughts abt whether i'm gonna fit in FASS or not...

Like my arts club 1 went quite well, but i'm beginning to feel a bit behind rite now...

I dunno why but ppl in e arts quite cheena. And i mean it. I'm like gosh wats with all tt hokkien cheer n jokes n nicknames?!!

I'm seriously fallin behind.

And i realised quite a few of e arts ppl are damn talented...Grew up having acted in some
drama play, learnt gymnastics, piano n violin etc etc... Multi-talented...

I don't even know how to play any musical instruments!!! (well i learnt flute in military band in sec 1 but i can hardly remember now...)

Gosh then there's the realisation that quite a few guys in my og group smokes n many of em are frequent clubbers/cheongsters...

Mass convo chats revolve ard spirits/beer drank, trips to bintan/tioman etc...

And most of em have learnt driving...

Shucks n i haven't gone for lessons!!

And another observation is that many of the arts second yr students have steads. Like it seems almost every corner i turn there's a guy waiting for his gf outside e ladies,a couple warmin up near e water-cooler, bf waiting at e carpark to send their gals back home with e car, hands, limbs watever intertwined in a commmon passion.

God i hope i don't see hand-holdings everywhere....Very difficult ta walk ard...

Its freakin me out a little. Does tt mean i gotta get hooked soon? Preferably b4 matriculation???

Sianz... On another note...

I hope i fit in. I hope i find great cliques. Wandering around a huge campus can be pretty intimidating.

Scared to death,
--*BiAnCa*--