.Beautiful Disaster.

I wasn't reallie too cool about celebrating my 20th...

I didn't wanna admit i existed a good two decades already.

It just seemed i dunno? Kinda surreal perhaps? Somehow within me there's a part that refuses to grow up. And it has always been weird being a year older than everyone in my batch since primary school.

Like great, i just have to be reminded every year i'm blowin an extra candle contray to everyone else?!!

And at home, its so obvious my parents think i'm some kinda rebellious juvenile.

They think i have no manners, no respect, no initiative, no WADEVA....

I don't feel treated like a 20 year old....In fact i don't feel like one yet either...

I have too little freedom to be considered one, and too little experiences to be thrust into THE ADULTS WORLD.

I have to wallow in self-pity one of these days... :(

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On a Brighter note!

I did manage to spend quite a great birthday!

Thanx to e folks at CHEERLEADING.

I think its got sumthin to do wif e cheer spirit itself. Everyone's just so hype n wantin to celebrate life as long as they have good reason too.

I think everyone should live life like a cheerleader somedays. Alwayz celebratin.

So every time someone in Free-z has a birthday, we conveniently skip trainin. Its turnin into a tradition.

So on my BIRTHDAY (i keep digressin)

We went to the KTV!!!

I didn't tell anyone but i think when i blog i have to tell e truth...

I've never been to e KTV before! Eeeks!

But i think i managed to conceal tt fact quite well. *beams*

But before goin to e KTV though, i was plastic bag-folded at Outram station n deceived tt i'd be taken to be sold at a nearby kopitiam.

Courtesy to mi fwen Ice n Joyce!

Here's a pic of mi seriously worryin abt the state of my eye make-up:

Careful got stepppss!!!
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And then when we got there....

Tadah! We sang to our hearts content!!!

Singin e whole nite thru!!!
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And cheeky mi snapped tis shot of Berry n Ice lockin eyes n singing a love duet!!!

Singin a duet..... George muz not see this!!
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LOLZ....

After that was opening my prezzie time.

First we take a pose:

My dearest princezz present!!!
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And then we attempt to open:

Urrgghhh... can't take out!
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And then the wrapper starts falling out nicely...

Okie open it gently...
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Tadah!!!

HUH??!! I actually thought it was e real thing
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Gasps Coco Crunch???!!!!!
WTH????

Well to set the record straight they actually got me a dress n a bag (meant for Uni), which was so sweet of em...

But i think wat was most precious was e moment of fun.

They made me feel reallie special!
:)

And Thanx for all e greetings peeps!!!

P.S.: And to those who forgot my birthday....*glares* Watch out!

Lovingly urs,
--*BiAnCa*--