.Beautiful Disaster.

My confidence level is just going downhill every single day.

It doesn't help taking 5 modules n one in particular is level 2000 US studies.

Its like learning 500 yrs of history in a span of a few weeks n having to write history essays on them when my last contact with history was all the way in SEC 2...Depressing.

It doesn't help too thAT my very small tutorial groups have peeps who are History majors themselves, are either yr 2/3 and are articulate n fight for watever chance there is to speak...

I'm so doomed. I haven't spoken in any of my tutorial classes at all. And class participation counts for like 30% for US Studies and 10% at least for e rest.

Someone just save me frm my misery...I hafta open my mouth soon or i'm dead.

Oh but on a happier note, NUS arts bash is tml!!! At newsroom bar in Mohd Sultan. We're meeting for dinner at TCC before heading down. There's gonna be an arts pagaent n i swear e contestants suck. Oh well maybe just the appearance(too common looking)...perhaps they have 'X' factor? But then again wats the use of having the 'X' factor if u're forgettable lookin? Wrong? Unless you really have an overwhelming charisma, then tats different....

I hope i remember to bring my digicam!!! I keep forgetting... Will upload pictures then. For now CIAO!
--*BiAnCa*--