.Beautiful Disaster.

Ever wondered why things always liked to go wrong when they initially seemed so perfect?

And just when u want to be happy and drift away from thinking about bad events/people/memories, they keep coming back to haunt you?

Sigh.......

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I'm having a bad week. It must be the academic stress.

Just argued with my elder bro on Sunday over the volume of the speaker while he was watching The Exorcist. It got quite nasty with me threatening to turn off the tv's main switch and him threatening to do tit for tat and turn off the computer i had on. When i retorted i could go to my room and simply switch on my laptop if he did that, he actually threatened to turn off the whole power supply of the house...*_*

Sigh how did i land up with such an &*^((&* Sibling?!

The episode 'ended' with both of us seething n cursing one another in between breaths. In fact the tension was so bad, my lil bro had to leave the house to play basketball downstairs. :(

Can't wait for him to go into army seriously...

And then today something bad just had to happen again...

Really don't feel like dwelling on it much.*upset*

But i think the incident has made things awkward. And the last thing i really want is bad feelings. Esp with someone i'm gonna work closely with in future.

I hope things get better soon...

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