.Beautiful Disaster.

In case you're wondering, i'm not melancholic anymore.

Heh. Hardly stay in a bad mood for a long time, which is, i believe a really good thing.

Met dear Ranjini at Lot 1 just now, had a long chat with her. Man, she's like the most lovable person i've ever known, always giggly and approachable. It was absolutely nice seeing her, except that meeting my jc classmates always gives me a kind of awkward feeling. Cos i was very 'attitude' in jc. I was often misunderstood, partly my fault too, because i was kinda 'dao' and all that. So, meeting her kinda bought back unpleasant memories.

But it was a phase, and i'm sure glad its all over.

Now, i'm much happier, more settled emotionally, and more aware of myself. I think its a process that comes when u grow up. You start finding your own identity, and you're more comfortable with the person thats you. I'm no longer struggling with the past, and i'm hopeful abt the future. Life's way too short to be lamentful and sulky all the time.

Anywayz, digressed...

Got back my photo shots today... Many thanx to my dear friend, who took them for me. I like the ones in black n red dresses the best. Will post em in the next entry to let u guys take a peek!

Alrite, America's Next Top Model Reunion's on channel 5, i'm outta here! Ciao!

--*BiAnCa*--