.Beautiful Disaster.

Feeling soo down...

Sigh. I dunno wats wrong wit me. Sometimes its so hard to smile and laugh anymore.

I feel so drained, physically, emotionally...

My confidence is going down hill, and everything in my life is falling into a mess. One big pile of mess...

Some of my friends think i seem to have everything going on for me. Wat do they know? There are times when i feel i can just scream from all the frustration inside & no1 would hear me, or cry till the tears roll down my cheeks i wouldn't even bother to wipe them off anymore...

Why do i always feel this way? *sigh*

--*BiAnCa*--