.Beautiful Disaster.

-yawnz-

I'm aching in the legs, back and head. This is wat 6 hrs of non-stop cheer training does to me. 1.5 hrs of physical conditioning inclusive. Good thing is i actually feel much fitter, which i haven't felt for a really long time now. :)

Had a wonderful time having dinner with Augustio, Crystal n Brian at marina just now, admiring the cityscape night scenery and talking abt so many topics abt our lives; crystal's office politics, my life at nus, fancy toilets (ha!), bitching abt ppl we all know, discussions abt looks, love lifes(and analysing why we lack it)etc. I felt so relaxed and much more at ease with myself just spending the time with these guys( thank god for good frens!), since just a few days ago i was on the midst of being depressed once again. I hate it when i start retreating into tt inner shell and begin feeling all grumpy n irritated, becoming that anti-social sensitive person that nobody likes.

It takes great company like these to make me feel alright n normal again. :)

And also to realise that i have, as Augustio 'enviously' calls it, "cute eyebags"!

Geez, thanks yeah!

These days i can really feel the pressure of our national competition coming. Its merely 3 weeks away, stunts are still not going up perfectly, our dance still lacks attitude and every other detail needs polishing up. I'm hoping i can hang on till then w/o getting a nervous breakdown or having to witness one. The last thing that could dampen everyone's morale is an ugly conflict or flaring of tempers. *crosses fingers*

At least there's still CNY next week. Though i really do not feel much of the holiday mood since there's gonna be extended hours of french lecture on monday, a political sci tutorial to prepare for on friday along with a french makeup tutorial n quiz! on saturday. Hence, i'm faced with a lot of readings to complete, tons of last minute shopping to do and a stupid hair to fix.

*screams frm hyperventilation*

Stress~

--*BiAnCa*--