.Beautiful Disaster.

Seriously, there's nothin that thrills me more than the idea of plugging those earphones of moi Zen micro into my ears and dancing to the beats of loud good music!

I cannot live w/o my mp3 i swear. It is my sole salvation from the actual world.

Back to the actual world...This week is gonna be one hectic mad revision rush. On thursday alone: Soci test in the morning, French Oral test(!) in afternoon followed by French written test (listening n short answers) on the evening.

How? So little time, so little drive. I'm doomed. Especially for French oral test. Its giving me goosebumps all over. Mdm Baranska is nice n smiley(yes swi) but there's a certain intimidation she invokes in me, and a certain standard i believe she expects from us that i'm afraid i can't deliver.

Maybe i am reading too much into things...

Shall shuddup...

On a more serious note, just got news that one of my fren's close relative has just passed away. I felt immensely sorry for her, esp when i remembered during last friday's lecture how she still seemed quite alright(though i think she concealed her sadness) chatting and jokin away... I was aware of her situation but seriously i felt rather helpless cos there was nothin much i could do to console her.

I've been blessed enough not to have witnessed any deaths amongst any of my close relatives or friends, i guess i don't really understand how it must feel like to lose someone so important, to feel a sudden void in your life. I try to empathise but its just hard imagining the emotional distress n pain she is experiencing...

Either that or i'm just a cold lump of steel devoid of all emotions...

--*BiAnCa*--