.Beautiful Disaster.

The higher you aim, the greater you fall.

It soo true. I've told myself countless times before never to indulge in such silly games. It drains, and plays with me. My emotions, my time, my effort. It makes me lose my appetiate, lose my sleep, lose my concentration in things, lose confidence in myself.

I'll never be more vulnerable than being in that world where everythin stops. everythin seems to mystify, mesmerize and keeps u in a state of estatic high while leaving u stark naked n vulnerable to the wounds it could inflict, the scars it could cause, yet never heal.

I've always dwelled in an imaginative world of my own. It isn't good i agree. I'm always physically present, yet never really there. You never really know the real me until i've broke down n cried then laugh things off in front of you. Cos thats just me, bordering in a state of dispiritedness and gaiety.

Stoopid feelings. go away :(