.Beautiful Disaster.

Ok i know this blog has been collecting dust. Was busy, am busy, still is. =(

Badly needed updates:

-Still sick, though slightly now. I really want to visit the doc, but everytime i make plans to, something crops up, like project meetings or dinner outings. most times its just no time cos i have so much readings/work to do...My nose is blocked/runny all at the same time and i keep swallowing my phlegm. Ok sounds disgusting but yea i'm miserable so allow me to whine here. I wanna chop off my nose. Really do =(

-Also! If i could turn back the damn clock i wouldn't have procrastinated sooo much...now its payback time and its a nightmarish affair. Imagine having 2 mid-term tests early next week and you haven't even tackled a single reading in that bulky coursepack. Or having a COMPUTING project to complete also by the first day of next week. I tried doing research just, and all the computing technicalities are just baffling. I dunno how i'm gonna survive this week. Sucha mess i'm in really. I keep telling myself to just do the best i can with the time i have, and leave the rest in the hands of God.

And after this week, after all that hell, there's still 4 projects and one South Asian presentation to go...

*throws arms up in sheer desperation*

-The saddest part however, is despite all the academic stress pile-ups and a problematic nose, i know for damn sure in the back of my mind there are tons of AMAZING movies showing out there. Brokeback Mt, Walk the Line, Rumour has it & Munich. That is HUGE reason enuff to feel strongly miserable.

Since when has forsaking my studies ever been sooo tempting??!

Alas i am not a quitter. I'l plough on with a very heavy heart. If you see me anytime this week, give me a *hug*. I badly want it. =(

P.S.: If not sending me an sms to volunteer ur service down for our NUS Arts Bazaar as vendor helper doesn't sound that bad an idea either. Its next week mon-wed, 10am-5pm. (okie i dunno how many nus arts peeps actually read this but yea!) Render your services and be a self-sacrificial person =) We live longer that way.

Or so i heard.

=P