.Beautiful Disaster.

I don't understand why you've acted the way you did.
I felt deliberately ignored, for no good reason at all.
We've moved on haven't we? Even though i wanted to establish a normal friendship between us, i guess u didn't think you could accept that.
We drifted.
But i guess a smile and small talk wasn't too much to ask?
Seeing how our paths have crossed again.
Sigh.
We used to be real close.
And i believed we could have continued to be so

Our stubborn youth and foolish pride.

But yo know wat?
I'm more magnanimous than that.
Believe me when i see you next week i'l smile and say hi.
Its the only professional thing to do.
So. Welcome to the club.

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Joyce called me just a while back. Such a sweetie really.
She wanted to know whether anything romantic was in the pipeline
Of my poor lil pathetic busy life.
I'm sorely sorry how i disappoint my friends all e time
When such a question is raised up for juicy discussions
But moi love life is akin to a piece of blank paper
Flawlessly unstained, as white as pure snow
Joyce said she wants to splatter dots and stripes on it!
Ha try babe!
Though in all seriousness, its of lowest priority right now
So we can just place tt blank paper into the lowest rung of the letter box
Til Providence decides to toy around with it. =)

That said i love how i'm getting to know you babes so much better.
Gems and darlings the both of you. =)