.Beautiful Disaster.

Changed my blogskin yet again.
Guess it was time for a fresh look.
Besides i'm mad about orange =)

Recent days have been filled with basically me worrying over every other detail in my life.
Like how to teach my tuition kids more creatively
How to tell em English is more than plain ole grammer/vocab and all those boring things
How to instil in em a higher sense of self-worth and self-interest
And of course how to keep their mouth shut when Teacher's speaking.

I worry occasionally abt those same old stuffs
Like the onslaught of facial fine lines
Pimples, blackheads and every other skin woe
Bad hair days
Shopping Expenses
Birthday/Outing Expenses
and my weekly pampering mybimbolifestyle expenses

I worry about inactivity
Late nights, CORs bidding
And my new 5-day week timetable =(

I worry about sustaining new friendships i've made
Saving those hanging in limbo
Strengthening those going strong

And heck yes i do admit
Once in the bluest moon
I worry abt being left on the dusty creaky shelf
And whether i can find anyone right EVER.

I'm a good ole worrywart
'nuff to say i think too much ahead
I'm not satiated when my life seems to have unclear focus
Where things/relationships and people refuse to remain stable

Yet there's one thing thats constant
One thing that never wavers
Thats the Lord
And to him i cast every worry and burden
And i know all shall be good.
In due time, all shall be good.