.Beautiful Disaster.

Today was by any standard, a pretty damn Goooottt day =)

Let's forward back to 2 days ago on Monday.

Monday was one hell day because i had my Film and History essay (25%) due by 4pm Lecture time, and i had only 500 words typed out the night before. Another 1500 w to be rushed out on Mon morning itself from 7am til 2pm i told myself. (I know some of you are thinking i'm absolutely crazy doing my paper so terribly last min but trust me i had entirely no time before to start on it.)

Anyway my sleepy head woke up at 10am instead, and i just started typing away non-stop til about 3pm. I realised by then the only way i could make it to school in time was by taking a cab (which has, for the past few days, been my sole mode of transportation). Anyway i started furiously on the Biblio, got it done by 3:25pm, rushed to change and dashed out of the house by 3:50pm. It was insane. I got to lecture 15 mins late, and by then most essays were already piled up in front of the lecture hall and lecture had already begun.

But all went fine cos i handed it in during the lecture break, without any penalty most fortunately. =p.

So well after the entire Superman film on Monday, it was 8 plus pm, and Weida told me Modernization and Globalisation essay was ready for collection.

That was the ultimate bomb. I swear in an instant my soul grew wearier. I had a really bad feeling about this essay ever since i handed it in. What's more, we had to collect it personally from his office, and i dreaded any sort of confrontation with the Prof should i have done really horribly...

But as luck would have it, he had already left, so i went back home weary and drained beyond words that Monday night, dreading Wednesday itself.

Fast Forward to Today (aka Wednesday)

Last Modernization tutorial, and the first thing i noticed when he came in? The pile of essays sitting in front on his desk, ready to be given out after the tutorial. When the tutorial ended and he passed them back, i couldn't (for the life of me) even bare to look at it. I decided to steal into the ladies cubicle to open it up, cos i figured well if i'd get upset and cry, at least i could do it privately. =P

Ha stupid silly me.

Suffice to say i did reasonably well. I saw the grade and i was just stunned beyond comprehension. The whole world seemed surreal as i made my way to the canteen for a congratulatory Strawberry milkshake drink, only to realise i hadn't had enuff coins to pay for it.

Told the auntie (still grinning from ear to ear then) i'd come back later again to buy it.

She said: (In chinese) "Nvm la, just take! You can pay back another day."

Woah~~~~

First time lehhh.

I swear the world seemed surreal today.

What can i say? I'm God's special blessed child =)

And i'l definitely buy Strawberry milkshake more often this month. Woot!