.Beautiful Disaster.

Its amazing how i can swing from feeling pretty high this afternoon
To feeling pretty low by now

Like a pendulum swings, my moods shift
As erratic as how i feel about you
Or maybe i've been thinking way too much
Fried my brains idealizing scenerios
Thinking the unattainable
Foolish silly me.

I have sucha busy schedule each week
Screaming all for my undivided attention
I feel like just escaping from the monotomy of it all
The dragginess, the predictability
I need a surge of something different
Exciting, adventurous, ecstatic, enlightening
Can someone come whisk me away from this dreary dreary life?

Give me some money, reinvent me, make me float on cloud nine-s.
If only the world was my oyster. Truly speaking.