.Beautiful Disaster.

Today was certainly frustrating

Genius me took an entire day just to complete a reading article
It was draggy, repetitive and an absolute bore from start to finish
What a way to spend my free day for this week.

Then I got a call from my tuition kid's aunt
To inform me how badly my kid has done for her CA1
Which was totally discouraging
I didn't know if i was disppointed about her or disppointed about myself
But it plummeted me to sucha miserable low all afternoon.

I've made up my mind to give her a good 'strangling' tml,
Such as is most befitting
Since the bulk of her marks were thrown away
To genius old careless mistakes...
*Faceeee-palmmm*

And i have a term paper due next Monday
For which my group has barely started...
Great every sem this happens. How fantastic~
Another test being returned this week, of which i've got another bad feeling about

Oh God, why is this semester turning out THIS badly?

I'm finally feeling this academic fatigue
That feeling that plagued some dear frens all throughout their Nus life
The sense that certain modules are just way too competitive
You couldn't care that much if you din't do well for it..
Or the sense that you've had enough of late night crammings
And countless readings of totally uninteresting stuff,
You just can't wait to leave school and put an end to it all.

I'm actually finally feeling THAT.

I need stength, I need renewed purpose and drive

Cos i'm weary
But He will carry me through.